i sit here,
wanting to do everything
but
none of it bad enough,
so
i continue sitting here,
football is on,
the curtains
box the day and win,
and
there’s nothing
to talk about,
no one to talk about
it with,
and
even less to write
in this poem.
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There are these weird feelings when you love someone who is not yours, not yet, not at all.
They are too complex, they make you ask yourself “why am i like this?”, because it’s like you always want to talk to this person, when you get a chance you just don’t want it to end, and when he doesn’t reply back for hours you get anxious while actually he is not obligated to keep going, you know that.
Whenever you guys meet, you always want to hang out together, you want to be near him, and sometimes you can’t help yourself from the urge to kiss him but you can’t, there is no relationship between you two.
If you see some other girls try to talk to him, you see him laugh with any of them, or when he mentions a girl’s name you get jealous it burns you, you might pretend like you don’t care but still you don’t act like usual, you can’t hide it even deep down you realize you have no right to do so.
And in the end everything screws you up, you really wish to be bold enough to scream in front of his face that you love him, but you can’t imagine putting yourself in jeopardy.
These —
These are the weird complex feelings
They come when you love someone who is not yours
Cause you hanker for something more,
So you stand there hopelessly hoping he feels the same.
— G.A // tell me you feel the same, tell me you love me too, tell me we can be ‘something’
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